F... Authority.

That is for the third sgt who irritated the hell outta me yesterday. I was called up yesterday for a patrol exercise in the morning but due to my swollen knee i called the camp in the morning to inform them of my condition. I was expecting a bit of leeway from whoever was on the pone but he was just adamant dat i reported back to camp as i wasnt bedridden. Tat raised my bp a notch higher as i explained to him as nicely as i could,yes i noe im not bedridden but the fact is i need assistance even to walk to the toilet,wad makes u think dat ill be able to complete the patrols.. He den told me dat no matter wad ur condition is u still have to report to camp to let us certify dat ur unfit for exercise. By this time i was seriously losing it n i told him in dat case u have to wait cos it will take me time to get ready n come to ur camp so why not get someone from ur camp to come to my place n certify me. He nonchalantly replied dat he was the only one in camp n told me to come down to the camp at once . Well i said ok n hung up after which i covered myself with my blanket n dozed off. I did wake up ard noon to inform my dad abt my conversation with the ignorant dickhead n wad he told me to do.. Understandably he was extremely annoyed with the fella n we both decided to head down to camp.. I reached the camp ard 1 plus n just as i expected our sgt asked me wad took me so long to get to camp for which i replied.. Oh im sori i had a hard time getting ready n walking out of my house as i have already told u dat im having trouble walking with my sore knee. He gave me this fucked up face for which i should have slapped the living daylights out of him. People in real pain already take the effort to come down to camp n explain the situation u still wan to act sialan . CCB.. My point is just bcos u got rank dunt act as if u own the god damn army,i have seen army men with high rank who arent even fit to polish my boots.Even when we are wrongly treated by this pple we have to keep our holes shut n move on, if we do explain ourselves or get angry we are liable to get charged with insubordination. Haha freedom of speech ?? Plsss... So right now im stuck at home told not to go out anywhere till the exercise ends so as to respect those who are doing the exercise. Scroll up to the top of the page if u wan to noe wad i feel abt dat.


I plan to take some much needed rest during the period of my house arrest n heal some damaged body parts but im still pissed bad n its not helping no matter how many times i piss.





Blackburn 1 Man utd 1 .. Catch us if u can ..


*Feeds the bummy babygal riceballs with rasam n papadams* The wait seems really long but its all going to be worth it pwincess. :)

Emotions are best controlled.

Im in the midst of great pain caused by a damn swelling in my knee. I guess the patrols n my frequents long runs i went for last week has taken its toll on my knee. I got a X-ray done todae n i should be fine just dat each step i take seems like theres a ton of weight resting on my knee.. All dat aside i guess God reads my blog too,he didnt tag me or sent me a comment but he did something dat i wont forget for the rest of my life. He got me a place in Sp n dat too in my desired course.. I was lost for words really when Sp called me up couple of days ago to tell me dat i have been selected for the next intake.. I still have a couple of months for my course to start so in da mean time ill be continuing my work at the airport. I just hope everything falls into place well but i truly am delighted right now and so are my loved ones who have been encouraging me all this while n sticking by me.. Appreciate tat loads.. Thanks will be an understatement. :)

Shitty,cranky,jackass.. U name it and i have been all tat this past couple of weeks. Its not easy to be dreaming of wonderful things to do with ur other half n the next moment seeing it crumble because of some commitment dat props up,if it happens once its ok but when it happens time n again u get pissed.. Period. I noe i have not been in da best of moods recently no matter how much i try to sound all fine,one wrong word or one small mistake n i just happen to lose it. Fark.. I seriously have not been like dat before n i dunt want this to continue. People say things when they are angry n most often den not dey just dunt think when they are angry no matter how clever they say they are.. Words spilled at the wrong moment can cause great unhappiness n i am guilty of dat n im totally sori. Love is crazy but one cant help it especially if ur crazily in love with a special person.. :)

Sometimes i wonder if im too sensitive for my own good but den i have come to the conclusion dat its simply pointless to be sensitive living in the imperfect world dat we live in. Theres just one me though n im proud to be who i am. U wont see another me in any tom hairy dick,oops i meant,Tom Dick or Harry.. Before i get accused of blowing my own damn trumpet i shall stop.. Anyway pple enjoy ur weekends n i dunt mean clubbing. Ok before i start again .. Ill be putting up my tag board soon to see if i receive any constructive comments or suggestions for my blog. Just about anyone is welcome to tag anything u wan but the reply will be based on wad u tag. Fair warning. After a week or so if i find dat only my gf n my best friend are the only two tagging,ill remove my tag board. Cheerios. :)


N finally a tribute to the best damn wrestler ever.

Life goes on ...

Im out of camp n back in the comforts of my home finally .. Our nation is like so freaking small n yet our authorities are still unsuccessful in locating dat irritant Mas Selamat.. I think u can only narrow his survival to jus two reasons,either hes been given shelter by one of us or he has mysteriously vanished into thin air. Well there could be a third reason, maybe he didnt escape from the detention center afterall.. He could have been killed by our authorities n the truth has been hidden to avoid a full scale war with the terrorists . Wadever the fuck reason is,its starting to piss me off bad. I feel like im a sign on with the army, i want a proper life to lead n it seems dat i cant even plan a simple weekend out with my love ones without fearing a call up ..

I will probably be heading back to work till i start school.. badly need to save.. It just gets scary when someone reminds u of ur age n ur like oh damn theres still so much i have to do. Ill be 25 this year n im in the crossroads of my life at the moment stuck between doing my diploma or starting my career.. I need to make a decision soon n i trust God to make tat decision for me.. Life isnt always rosy n its not always sugar n sweets because its daft to take things for granted as for me im at the stage in my life where i cant take absolutely anything for granted.. Pardon the seriousness in my post but thats the way it is.

One of the things u have to consider when ur hitting 25 is marriage,of course its unthinkable for me to get married anytime soon n the reasons are pretty obvious. Financial stability is essential to a good married life n im no where near there at the moment..Thats exactly why im desperate to start earning big bucks n baby has been wonderful n understanding,shes not rushing me or anything but as a man i got to do wad i need to do.. We have made plans though n 4 to 5 years is the most im looking at the moment to achieve my dreams n to start a family with the love of my life. Its so very important to do things well at the rite age cos everything else will just fall into place properly . I wasnt serious in my studies when i was suppose to n here i am pulling my hair out planning for my future so if theres any young man or lady reading this,let this be a lesson .. I just feel upset for those young teens this days who throw away the good opportunities tat come their way n waste their years away..

I was reading up this particular book about facts n stuff n i found this rather interesting which i want to share with those reading.

Famous last words.

Ludwig Van Beethoven,German composer who suffered progressive impairment of this hearing for the last 29 years of his life,'I shall hear in heaven' he said before passing on.

Leonardo da Vinci,Italian artist and inventor. 'I have offended God and mankind because my work did not reach the quality it should have '

Douglas Fairbanks Senior,American fila star. 'I never felt better'

Niccolo Machiavelli,Florentine diplomat and political philosopher. 'I desire to go to hell and not to heaven, In the former place i shall enjoy the company of popes,kings and princes,while in the latter are only beggars,monks and apostles.

Cecil Rhodes,English colonial tycoon and statesman. 'So little done,so much to do'

and finally my personal favourite ..

Karl Marx,German philosopher. 'Go on get out! Last words are for fools who havent said enough.'




Damn i need some motivation, i just feel dat my life has stalled for a while now.. I need to kick start it by meeting my baby tomm.. My mother motivator ... :))

:X

Met up the gf after her work yesterday to catch Shutter.. I have been hearing a lot of reviews about Shutter claiming tat its really freaky n all but all i can say is though its a lil scary in bits,it not all dat freaky.. I guess the Thai version is better,haven watched dat though. My sis watched the movie Untraceable yesterday n shes been raving abt it ever since so most likely thats the movie the couple is gonna end up watching next.

Family day todae as i went over to my grannys in the afternoon,haha shes been complaining dat i have not been visiting her much these days.. Truth is i haven really had the time for myself let alone anyone.. Well had a wonderful dinner courtesy of grannys fish briyani n her fish sambal with achar,shes well aware of the fact tat army has starved me of such treats. Smart.. Babys out with her parents for some prayers n i miss her.. Dat feeling yet again.. Looking forward for our temple trip tomorrow n i seriously forgot when i last went to the temple,man i have been a busy wreck.







Latest news from the Emirates Stadium . Arsenal 1 Liverpool 1.. I noe theres still 5 some more games before the league season comes to a close but in the form Man Utd are in at the moment,its sayonara for Arsenal's hopes to be champions of England.. I feel that the fixtures this week n the next could very well point to where the league trophy's coming to this season. Its Manchester City vs Chelsea next tonite n if Chelsea fails to pick up the win n Man u wins tomm,the Red Devils are almost there for a second consecutive championship. Well thats what i feel n i could be wrong but my gut feeling tells me Chelsea are gonna drop points tonite n Man Utd are gonna pip Middlesbrough tomm n from the way they frustrated Roma at the Stadio Olimpico few days back ,i wouldnt bet against the devils. Everything is pointing to those two trophies being paraded at Old Trafford come end of the season.. I sure am going to be a gleaming Mancunian cum this May..

La . La . La .

Kewl rite my new skin. Lol. I stumbled upon this site www.pyzam.com n finally i saw skins dats suitable to be used in a guy's blog. I gave up on blogskins.com a long time back .. Sori baby. :P Been slacking ard todae,actually not just todae its been like dat for the past fews. Haha. My 3mths contract with the company i was in ran out last week n i have no idea whens skool gonna start so im free as a saliva for now. Reservist call ups have seem to to have taken its toll on my back n knee but i gotta heal quick as im awaiting another major shit call up soon .. With the new found time to myself, i have been doing some cleaning esp for my room which i quite frankly have no idea when i last cleaned up.. Threw out quite alot of garbarge outta my room including a pack of condoms that was given to me by my camp during my rnr when i was in Brunei.. To think dat army is actually encouraging its soldiers to have sex with prostitutes when they are suppose to remind us soldiers of the image dat we should uphold as soldiers.. Fark i may be old skool but im proud of it.. Anyway going back to my room its all clean rite now but not for long i can assure ya of dat though.. Im messy as much as i am a perfectionist. :D


I confess.. Yup i said i confess. I have been blog hopping .. I mean seriously y is it called blog hopping , we dunt hop ard reading up some stranger's blog rite.. As i was saying before i rudely interrupted myself i have been reading up some blogs some of which i noe well not personally n a couple dat i have no idea who.. The scary thing abt dat is most of the blogs i hopped about are womens. Theres nuthing scary abt women dunt get me wrong here but i realise tat majority of the bloggers out there are women. Wonder y is it so .. Those ladies are say 18,19 there n while readin their rants i sat back n my mind kept revolving ard one thing .. So pple i need an ans for this question.. Cute guys . Hot ladies . Isnt there anything else out there ?? For sampras's sake quit acting like u have some hormonal retardness n the cure is simply to be ogling at some jacked up dude down the road..Theres a big different btw complimenting and behaving like ur having an instant orgasm. I mean to claim dat a particular guy is a bastard but also at the same wished dat he would look at u becos hes hot simply makes no freakin sense at all .. Seriously u wan guys to respect u,u make sure ur worth dat respect its da same as hanging ard in a bikini in the company of ur guy friend n later accusing him of looking at ur boobs.. N guys trust me when i say this theres more to a lady den her cleavage or her butt crack. Why do i bother in the first place,its because i feel theres no difference btw u n a prostitute or a gigolo who sells their body to many .. Thats a tad too serious ? Its just freaking thoughts man .. Well thoughts like dat usually translates into actions .. Period..

Ahhh tomm .. Baby.. Popcorn.. Snuggle and movie.. Droolzza .

Good to be back..

I regret to inform everyone that Mas Selamat is still on the loose and that means more call ups for operationally ready Ns-men like me. Sad news aside,things are looking up in my bid to pursue my diploma in a polytechnic. Last monday after attending the meet the mp session near my neighbourhood and explaining my situation to the Mp,Mr Alvin Yeo,he wrote me a recommendation letter which was sent to Singapore polytechnic the very next day. I was called up for an interview yesterday by the school and im really confident of my chances. Although im grateful to the minister Mr Alvin for his recommendation letter, i would have rather gotten a place in poly based purely on my academic merits but its studying there tat matters and im looking forward to my tenure there.

Happy 3rd year anniversary baby moi! The little one gave me a sweet surprise via her blog post and how can i forget the song dat i dedicated to her while we were dating. The song reminds us about the mini emotional battle we were having inside us for various reasons during our courtship. Haha. It was all thanks to our imaginary character 'Reuban' who reminded me dat if im not going to tell her how i feel abt her den some ass is going to let his feelings noe n its all gonna be too late. Lol dat one thought was enough to spur me on to make my move. 3yrs have seemed to pass by in a blitz n im very proud of my gf as she is still very much the darling she was when i first knew her though a lil crankier. Haha,but thats bound to be the case if u love someone as madly like she does. :P I noe i have been a lil moody n cranky recently but it all boils down to the fact dat we havent been meeting up as much as we whould have wanted. Your my drug babygal n i need u 24/7. Heres to a lifetime with the love of my life.. Muacks!

How good it felt to have u in my arms again after a long time yesterday.. I missed....

The feeling of ur touch ..
The wonders of ur kiss ..
The warm cuddles ..
U geting cranky only to be lying on my chest moments later ..
The rice balls u feed me ..
The lap i lie on when i get cranky myself ..
The out of the blue bites u give me ..
The question u frequently ask me, 'Why mus u leave so fast'


Ur simply my queen.. :)