Questions ..

Firstly im elated and at the same time relieved dat my grandma's emergency op was a success. Shes finally talking after 4 days n i thank god for dat.. Now i can feel much better about incoming calls n not have nightmares and hyper excited heartbeats .. I will most probably heading to the hospital to see her tomm n im sure we are going to have alot of things to talk abt ... Haha.

Yesterday i was on the blogger site n did some modifications to my blogspot, found it really interesting as i kept my fingers on it and the end product , ok la not too bad .. I have kept this poll at the end of my page n u can let me noe the review of my modifications ... I dunt normally change my skins,its usually my gf who does tat for me so i guess i did ok for a beginner .. So far i have two votes,one was from my best friend who voted on excellent n the other who i have no idea who, must be my biggest 'fan' who finally found a way to get at me voted on boring .. Haaa. No problem Jose, i welcome all reviews cos tats y i did tat poll in da first place, i dunt hide away from the boo boys .. :) Will be back with more interesting poll questions so keep ur reviews coming in...

Now for a random doubt of mine .. I realised this when a fren of mine was browsing thru friendster ,friendster accounts of our Indian machas n machis. . Why exactly do u upload our hindu god pictures in ur friendster n refer to them as daddy n mummy n wad not .. What exactly are u trying to say ? Are u letting others noe dat ur a pious person or are u just trying to create a false persona to hide ur real shitty self ? Its really mind boggling cos pple who view ur profile are only interested in how u look like n dats the reason they browse the pics in unknown friendster profiles n not to see which gods u pray to n who u regard as mummy or daddy.. Dunt get me wrong here,im not an atheist.. The best part is u put god pictures in ur friendster profile along with pictures dat would go along well in any porno webbie.. Of course there are genuine pple who upload god pictures to promote their bhajan group for example n dats understandable .. Im just sick n tired of crappy human beings acting like their some holy mutha load of crap with their kottai n pattai ... I dunt give a flying duck if u visit thirupathi 30 days a month only to be heading to geylang to release ur seeds of lust just abt the same period of time.. I personally noe a few in tat category but ill be nice to leave their names out .. :) I also noe dat just because u work in a temple or be in some religious group dat doesnt make u a guaranteed holy ass of a person. Trust me its experience but at the same time i respect pple who are seriously religious n live a life dats worthy of living .. *Salutes*

Im kinda peeved rite now because i just got my Edusave Merit Bursary for the second time for my good academic perfomance .. I am due to receive 400 dollars but i wont receiving no cash because my family's monthly income amounts to more than 4 k.. Why bother about my family's monthly income when the award is for my good performance ?? How come there are no such rules n regulations when they are taking money from our pockets but they find it so difficult to fork out a financial reward for a students good academic performance without some stupid stipulations.. The first time this happened i was told to drop this matter as they didnt wan any problems with the government but this time ard im not going to let this go . Ill be calling up the person who sent me the letter n if i do not the right answers ill be heading down to meet the MP..
I so badly want to see hows the tolerance like for freedom of speech against the government in this part of the world..

There are things out there dat we want to change .. People out there can say dat since u have so much to complain about y not go do something abt it .. I want to be tat someone who can change things for the better but on the other hand there are things dat only need a tinge of common sense n it can be done right .. For example like the negative aspects of Thaipusam tat i have blogged about .. As i said dunt tell me u dunt even have the blardy brains to noe how ur suppose to behave on a religious occasion,surely u dunt need weekly tuition lessons on dat do u ? Think ..

Haiz i so feel like kidnapping u to some remote island near Vietnam.. Lol ok la Mauritius .. We are badly in need of some quality time together n hopefully this is the week for it ... Missing u really bad..

That feeling..

Anxious is an understatement on how i have been feeling this past few days.. Ever since my grandma got admitted in the hospital it has been nuthing but emotionally draining for me .. I think i speak for the family,everyone of us have been feeling the very same way. Shes just too special for us to lose and shes the one im closest to in the family other than my parents n sis and im just crossing my fingers awaiting the good news.. Just about 4 years back i lost my grandpa in the very same hospital my grandma is admitted in n the blardy deja vu feeling is sickening ,been trying to be as cheerful as i can be for those ard me n i hope i have been doing a good job esp for my mum who seems the worst affected..

Baby has been really understanding as i have been unable to spend time with her as we would have liked . Shes been keeping me going with her faith n prayers dat everything is going to be just fine.. I seriously have no idea how i would been without her at this point of time... You have been my pillar of strength n u dunt noe how much dat means to me .. Love ya .. Loads.. :)

I wan my next post to be of good news .. I hope ...

Thaipusam ..

I was due to get my pay todae but since the cheque was banked in on Sat it got delayed, as usual. Thats the negative part though,other den dat im really pleased with the paypacket,the extra responsibilities and the importance of my new role. :) Theres alot of things i need to get done in the next few days and a holiday is also on the cards for the couple as well. Crossing fingers and hope everything goes as planned.

Tomm is of course Thaipusam which is a much decorated festival for us Indians. Thaipusam for me reminds me of two things,beautiful kavadis and on the contrary ugly uncivilised behaviour ,ok in short we call them anjadis. I have seen drunkards,kavadis with gang names on them,supporters of a particular kavadi mistaking thaipusam for a night at Raagawoods and even personal problems being openly potrayed for all to see. Absolutely absurd airsoles who have dampened my desire for Thaipusam . Dunt tell me you dunt even noe how to conduct urselves on a religious occasion, i feel pple like them are one of the reasons we Indians dunt get the respect we deserve.

N now for some idiots in action. Watch n learn..

Typical anjadi kuppais who deserve to be jailed just for dishing out the retarded dance steps.



N now for a video on a couple of bastards who can be seen mocking the divinity of Thaipusam.

Delight.

Work has been keeping me busy n considering the pay packet im receiving, y not .. We both have been really busy this week so much so dat we havent met up yet for the week n its something dat we have to understand as we are at the stage whereby our commitments seem endless.. Oh n before i forget ,Happy Belated Pongal wishes to all Indians..

I had a sweet surprise todae n its about something dat i have blogged about numerous times .. Im very pleased to declare that i have finally received my Certificate of Merit, its something dat means alot to me n it became all the more special to me when my class advisor told me recently dat its not easy to get dat particular award... Of course i wouldnt hve done it without my loved ones, u noe who u are n u pple mean alot to me.. Cheers..

Baby i hope ull get urself in the Uni dat u want , i noe ur having some problems trying to figure out certain things. Dunt wori sweetstuff when everything's said n done u would have definitely made the right choice as i have got the confidence in u.. Regarding the restriction that i have given u, forget abt it i just want the best for u so no worries..

I dunno how true this is but its damn disturbing indeed.. Apparently air hostess or stewardess are being treated like prostitutes in some airlines n wads more shocking is its happening even in our very own Singapore airlines.. When the crew stays in a particular hotel ,apparently ( i stress on the apparently cos i dunt noe how far its true but a few pple have vouched for it) the pilot or some big shot calls up the stewardess room n ask them to go their room n u need not have Einstein's braincells to figure out why .. The sad thing is there are girls who do this willingly Of course there are decent pilots n stewardess out there but one or two bad apples are enough to ruin the whole bunch..

I get pissed off when the word hot is being used to describe a person.. I noe u pple watch alot of ang moh films n when the first time u heard someone use dat term on the opp sex u realised how cool it seems .. Theres this other words dat u can alternatively choose to use like handsome,pretty or wad not .. Wads more screwed is when u already have a bf/gf n u call someone else hot n the way u put it seems like u badly wanna have sex with tat person ... Cut the bloody ang moh mindset n think for wad u really are ,some self respect pls. Pls dunt come n tell me theres nuthing wrong in calling someone else hot n its normal,its certainly not normal its just one of the shit we have copied from the West. Random rants .

Magpies Massacre..

Report: United 6 Newcastle 0

United produced an utterly imperious performance against a beleaguered Newcastle to move top of the Premier League on Saturday night, Cristiano Ronaldo heading up the 6-0 victory with his first hat-trick for the Reds.

Astonishingly, all of United's goals came in a second-half blitz. Carlos Tevez (2) and Rio Ferdinand also got in on the act in a game the Reds dominated from start to finish. Remarkably, it could have been even more convincing. Clear-cut opportunities ran comfortably into double figures, and so too could the scoreline.

Newcastle arrived in Manchester in the midst of uncertainty. The departure of Sam Allardyce after a five-match run without a win was hardly the best preparation three days before a trip to Old Trafford. And it showed.

United, buoyed by the news of Arsenal’s 1-1 draw with Birmingham earlier in the day, were in mood to take mercy on the visitors. And with a place atop the Premier League up for grabs, the Reds started at a tempo Newcastle struggled to cope with.

Wayne Rooney had two 25-yard shots saved by Shay Given inside the first ten minutes. The first arrived after Michael Carrick’s cutting through-ball, but Rooney’s shot was high over the bar. Given was proving to be the nemesis of the United striker as twice either side of the 15-minute mark the Newcastle goalkeeper denied him. First Rooney cut inside from the left to hit a low, skidding drive that forced Given to turn the ball behind for a corner, then he proved equal to a fizzing Rooney volley from Carrick’s wonderful, arced pass.

Admit it.. :)

Sp open house..

Reghu and myself headed down to the Sp open house todae ,it wasnt really tat informative as i expected it to be... Lol maybe its because i have already decided on my course , i saw this particular course called Bio Engineering dat interested me but after hearing from the lects there on wads it all about i realised its going to be Mechatronics Eng for me. :D There was once during my post O level times tat i made my way down to a similar Sp open house n i decided then that im never going to study in Sp cos i found the school old.. Haha. Fate has it tat i have penned down Sp as my first choice poly now. :) I just dunt get one thing though,certain students come to school dressed like they are there for Ladies night or something n y the heck do u apply so much of make up like ur some chinese opera performer .. One things for sure though , Tammy wont be the last scandal ull be hearing of..

Baby posted this question in her latest entry, What will you do if you found out that your partner emotionally cheated on you?
for eg: thinking of another person, wishing he/she was their partner etc.
N now for my opinion .. We human beans are not perfect, in fact we will never be perfect. We will continue to make mistakes so is emotionally cheating on ur partner a mistake ? I dunt really make tat out as a mistake ,its more of an infactuation for me,there are times we see this famous celebrity n wished we could be like them or for the opp sex we wished we could be their gf/bf/wife/hubby etc even though we noe theres a real high chance tat wont happen.. Maybe u cheat ur partner emotionally bcos u want ur partner to be something he/she is not n when u see tat in another person ur infactuation starts n u start floating on air. Wad we all fail to realise is dat while tat aspect of that particular person impresses u ,dat is not all dats required to be a life partner whos going to be there for ur ups n downs n willing to sacrifice just about anything to see a smile on ur face .. Things like having a real nice smile, being well dressed ,able to be an absolute charmer may impress u but for how long n quite frankly how important is all this really ? Ever wondered.. If everyone started going for good looks,good money and everything good,wad abt those unglam but good hearted pple ? Arent they humans as well ? This is for any of u out there whos not satisfied with ur r/s becos u think ur partner isnt good looking enuf or for some other stupid dumb reason ,once u start to see ur partner for wad he/she really is n when u love them for tat ,dats when ur realise wads life n its beauty all abt. :)

It would be better if everyone thinks before they talk.... Not much of an ask is it ?

Tribute to my lady.. :)

Hi baby,wondering y the sudden tribute to u .. Now wait a sec,do i need a special moment or time to tell u how much u mean to me cupcake.. :) I just want u to sit back ,get urself comfy in ur comforter with ur bolster n my rival close to u n read wad ur King has to type .. Remember the first time we met baby,26 th March 05, haha im sure u remember how scrawny i looked back den n how quiet i was talking only when needed.. Lol.. I noe i noe u cant believe tat was me back than as i just cant stop talking n irritating u now.. :P I still get goosebumps thinking abt our first date , the bench , the band, the beautiful moon and the little star beside it like it was meant specially for the both of us, our first meal together at Komalas ,our walk back to the bus stop, the moment where i held ur hand for the first time n u refusing to look at me at tat moment, our unforgettable bus ride with u resting ur head on my chest n how good i felt cuddling up n wished that the bus ride will never end.. :) Oh yes n we missing our bus stop .. :D Overall it was just a perfect nite for me for u n for US.. I wasnt having the best of times prior to our first date, army was making my life miserable, i endured a lot of shit n it was beginning to affect me both mentally n physically.. Family ties were straining quick n i wished the ground i was standing on would just open up n swallow me whole.. Shitty was an understatement on how i was feeling ..
N den u came along like a breath of fresh air,u didnt just show me wad i needed at the point of time but u also gave me a purpose to be wad i needed to be, n dat was to be a winner.. Something dat pple dunt usually associate me with at that time .. I still remember our ice breaking sessions on msn during my block leave whereby i realised how much we had in co mmon,too much to be true .. The vision i had of my life partner was becoming a reality, i especially loved the answers u gave to my scenario questions as it further verified our similarities. Haha even than u were so damn pampered by me,the cuddles, the huggies waggies ,the feeding of virtual rasam with papadam n the rice balls,n the times where i sacrificed my meals to chat with u becos u were bored... :) 5 years we knew each other prior to our first date,its amazing that i didnt call u a single time nor did i called u out .. Even during the times i was beginning to fall in love with u, i just couldnt muster enough courage to do dat n im still unable to answer u till today.. I just dunno babygirl,maybe its just meant to be like dat but gal does it really matter now to the both of us . We have simply passed that stage .. :) If there was a moment i was looking forward to during my army days back in camp dat would be my bed time as thats the time i can secretly msg u n keep u company till late in the nite .. Haha.. One of my happiest moments back in camp i remember .. Oh yes remember baby, i msged u early in the morning before i left for my outfield once asking u to take care n dat ill miss ya alot ... I guess i was giving ya clues on how i feel for u ... Eventually the moment came when i msged u late one night not before the lil test u gave me ,remember Rueben.. Notti u . I gave u this three page sms telling u how much u meant to me n waited anxiously for ur reply after which i dozed off. :/ I remember waking up ard 4 am to see u reply n boy was i relieved ,though u didnt accept me at the point of time at least u didnt say no . :P My first call to u was done in a very holy place,my guardroom cubicle.. :/ No choice baby under strict rules n regulations,guardsman la. If i wasnt already nervous enough u didnt pick up my first two calls n when u replied my calls i accidently cancelled ur call. Guess this is wad happens if u call someone for the first time after noeing them for 5 years.. As usual i was the quiet lil mouse n the person on the other line was just going on n on, thanks darling u really made me feel comfortable ... After dat i couldnt stop calling u ,i was even calling u when i was on my rounds during guard duty n three year on im still feeling that way in every single way possible.. I dunt have to say anything more baby.. U have changed my life n the way i live n its for the better... I dunt have to sugarcoat my words just to impress others who read my blog .. Its straight from my heart ,from me to u .. I noe u hate the way sometimes my love for u makes u feel.. I noe u hate urself for the way u react to me sometimes. I noe u can be the crankiest pmser ever but ur also the best lover a guy can get,not just a lover but also a mother a best friend a well wisher ,etc. I can go on n on abt wad i feel for u ma but i prefer to show it in our future dat we are going to build hand in hand... Its something dat i cant wait for where our dreams are going to be reality.. I love u n thank u for all that u have given me, i just couldnt have asked for more..

To be continued...


My Ladeee.. Us............

Behold the King..

I was blog hopping yesterday,kewl word ah , so as i was saying while blog hopping i bumped into this blog ,ok lets call it Specimen A's blog.. Kewl blogskin ,great add ons ,stunning layout n wad not but the trouble inside my head started when i started reading his/her so called rappost .. Rap in a post ..Get it ? haa.

My dear tamil frens, pls dunt get confused just because our skin tone is more on the dark side. We are Indians not Blacks or Niggers if that makes u proud to abandon ur own true identity.. Its makkals not hommies get it ? The identity tat our forefathers toiled so hard for is being ridiculed by fools like u. Rapping thru ur posts,ridiculing Sun tv like it has ruined your daily rice bowl when ur busy wanking over Beyonce's ass over on MTV. Give me a break punk.. If dats ur idea of originality ,im sori your ancient ..Tell u wat,ill log on to Wikipedia and email u the meaning of originality,maybe than ull attain some Indian enlightment.. N ladies who actually fall for such shit.. Damn even my ass lips are luffing.

Period..

Appeal judgement ?!

I saw Super jodi todae .. It was going fairly well till Mediacorp had to screw up once again,at first the judge for the day Rafi picked a winner out of the 3 couples... I felt it was the right decision but den the comperes declared that there was going to be 2 other pple who are going to be the appeal judges n this 2 were going to listen to the appeals of the 2 couples who didnt win .. Exactly... If they were going to have appeal judges eventually y the need for Rafi to be there in the first place.. I do not understand the significance of having this appeal thingy .. The appeal of the eventual winners were simply baseless n i was surprised they got selected unless one of them being in Mediacorp has something to do with it.. You may think y get agitated over some show but as the audience we have every right to comment on it, its not only abt making comments but its about how constructive the comments are.. I noe this pple from mediacorp will say tat its easy to sit at home n complain n stuff but if ur going to make stupid errors dat can easily have been avoided n the politics dat comes along with it den u have no rite to say dat we cant complain...

Post new year 08.

Im back.. Post new year has been alrite i must say.. I am looking forward to the rest of the year n im excited abt the new challenges dat comes with it... First movie caught in theather , Billa .. Lol.. U can read abt my review in my previous post . Comments are most welcomed. I was on the pone with my class advisor and we were talking abt my results n also abt our class n stuffs,as if i wasnt happy enough with my results,he told me something else dat made me even more delighted. I actually scored a distinction for my paper n though there was this gal who got a gpa better den mine ,she scored a normal Gpa 4 while i scored 4 with a distinction.. He gave me alot of encouragment n now i just cant wait to get myself settled in poly in the coming months.. Ill be heading down to Sp n Np's Open house later next week to see wad i can my hands on ..Funny though i actually went to this Open houses years back after my O's even though i knew it would be hard for me to get a place in poly and i also attended such open houses to make my parents happy.. Now i can proudly walk in n noe tat i have a great chance of being one of them in months to come.. :)

I wonder wads with the increasing number of suicide victims at our MRT tracks .. Severed leg found found in one ,body of a young gal found in another... I bet Russell Lee is going to get a whole lot more local ghost writers now with such incidents on the rise. Apparently there have been a lot of deaths happening in the start of this year , before u think its some bad start or something,just remember tat wadever is bound to happen will happen ,be it good or bad.. Thats the reason y i dunt keep resolutions , ill take it as it comes n go with the flow therefore my resolutions for the year is not to keep any.

Countdown to Jan 18 08.....

Billa.

For those who claimed this movie sucks,get urself a doctor... N no im not praising this movie cos of Namitha who needs to get herself into T.A.F club n Nayanthra who thinks shes a ang moh in disguise... If there was anything tat was hot if u may it was the story,how come if someone directs a tamil film not like the usual masala ones pple dunt want to accept them,esp us South indians. Ok enough of mua dissing .. Enjoy the trailer.


Nitez. I despise the bug which bit u.. : /