End of days.

You do not need a knife to hurt urself ,careless words dat spills out of ur mouth can do damages dats worth a lot more.. Simple truth yet often ignored.. Theres something called speaking with caution,if theres something negative u want to get across to someone,do it positively whereby no body gets hurt... If ur not able to den just keep ur damn mouth shut.. Appearance and physic is a very sensitive issue among both genders yet there are dumb shits out there who just have to stick their noses out n make comments when its really not their business wadsoever.. Retards.

My powerpoint presentation for my year end project ended this past wednesday.. All the while i was confident that i was going to do well for it n i guess it showed when i was presenting .. My class advisor was very pleased with the presentation though there were a few mistakes we made with the slides namely with the font colour n the overdo of animations .. :P Anyway its all good, we all learn new stuffs everytime n the advise we have received from our class advisor is going to help us im sure for our future presentations.. We were not been able to concentrate much on the powerpoint presentation as we had our concentration mainly on our robotics project which was the robotic tank itself.. In the remaining time we had till our deadline ,we gave it our all and though i was a lil apprehensive due to the shortage of time we had,im overwhelmed by the good rapport it has received..

4 days more for my final exam paper n my final visit to my school .. I have always said that i love it in ITE n right now i wished it was a 3 year course n not the 2 years i have studied there. Yes its not possible as im getting old my self n i have just too many committments to fullfill in a short space of time so its important i move on n upgrade my academic qualifications further.. Im surprised that all my mates actually feel happy that they are leaving the skool n its something tat i personally cant seem to relate to.. I will be leaving the school come Wed with a very heavy heart n a whole lot of sadness dat i can vouch for .. :)

Bleah ..

Finally the tests are over and i have handed in my powerpoint presentation . :D Just a week more before i sit for my exam and im quietly confident of doing well though i feel i should have already prepared more den i have.. Anyway its better late den never so im gonna give it a good shot .. God bless my attempts. :)

My babe n i headed down to the tank road temple for the wedding of her friends bro.. The one thing dat i dislike abt our Indian weddings is sitting down there in the hall waiting for the groom to tie the thali.. Lol anyway,we reached the place at 8 plus n about an hour plus the marriage was completed n they were pronouced man and wife .. :) The food was good,simple but delicious vegetarian items n the ice cream, i could have ten cups of tat.. I have my views on the money u spend on ur weddings n i would like to share it . I noe weddings are gonna be a once in a lifetime thingy,well for most ,we would all like our marriages to be an extravagant event but theres always this important factor called budget.. Surely u wouldnt want to start of ur blissful married life with debts caused by ur marriage rite... Wadever it is,always plan ur weddings based on the budget tat u have reasonably worked out, im talking abt the not so rich pple , i mean if ur filthy rich its no problem ,u can even have ur wedding with Bill Gates as ur guest of honour. Im sure we indians esp of the older generation are very much concerned on wad pple are gonna say if ur marriage is a low budget affair, but hey this tongue waggers aint gonna pay ur debts off , u are gonna work ur ass off to pay the troublesome debt u have incurred. Period..

Changes.. Changes.. Changes.. We as humans all change time to time. Some for the best n some for the bad. This changes are inevitable .. We meet new pple ,we have new objectives in life n our lifestyles dunt normally remain the same ,its practically impossible if u gonna think dat the life u lead when u were a teenager is gonna be the same as say when u become an adult... Relationships usually get strained because of the natural changes we go thru esp those long term r/s as its hard to maintain the same level of committment ,but than again not maintaining the same level of committment doesnt necessarily mean u dunt have the same kinda affection for that particular person anymore.. Its about being there for the person when they need u the most n dats wad matters most among others. :) Besides any type of relationship is a two way thingy u cant always expect one to be responsible for everything.. I would like to conclude by saying tat acceptance is the best way for all to be happy... :)

The Open House..

I had an enjoyable time albeit a busy time on sunday at my girlys place where she had an Deepavali open house.. Her house looking as beautiful as the princess living in it n she was simply ravishing in white.. :) Reached there ard 6 ,by the time only mums long time friend's family was ard.. Really sweet pple,i got to say they were a lively bunch... The caterers came down to arrange the food,there was this one particular guy who asked for a kettle of water to prepare the lime juice and when my gf brought him to the kitchen,he actually asked her if the water was good.. WTF! Why would we wanna give our own guests lousy water ? Sheesh... Slowly the guests trickled in,mostly it was dads work friends who i could see were really enjoying their time there .. Haha of course we are a pretty good host u noe .. I spent my time helping out in wadever way i could, just a small help on my part to make the event a success.. N yes it turned out to be a very good get together event ,everyone were having fun,the food was wonderful n the children who came down were simply adorable.. There was this cute babyboy who goes by the name of Benito who mumbles when he gets sleepy n its not those soft mumbles u noe , he really made sure we heard him .. Lol . The best part is though he was sleepy he just didnt want to go to bed , my gf tried to put him to sleep by putting him on her shoulder but he just got restless n ended up resting his cheeks on her cheeks. I actually carried him n it was certainly a nervous start for me carrying a baby but i enjoyed having him in my arms , the lil one was busy looking ard though.. N den there was this small girl who offered me a fork when i went near her , i thought she wanted me to keep the fork but when i placed it on the table ,she passed me another one n den i realised she wanted me to get her a jelly . Lol. After all tat hassle , i gave her the jelly but she dropped it on the floor. Children.... After sending of the last family who were the very famous Rajen uncles family ,my babe n i just crashed onto the couch n spent some much needed quality time albeit a short one,definetly the highlight of the day. :)))

Pyar makes u pagal..

It sucks big time when u have a major misunderstanding with the person u really love ur heart out.. Especially if its for something dats considered worthless compared to the love u have on that person... Most times u dunt realise how worthless the issue is dat u guys had a fight for only when it gets too late.. There are pple who have absolutely no patience nor commitment who will leave u in the lurch with the first problem they face in their relationship. There are pple who find it fit to sleep around with others just because they are having an unhappy relationship,if u have an unhappy r/s y dunt u just get out of it before u go sleep ard.. N than we have pple who will name u the most lamest reasons u can ever come up with for breaking up,sheesh.. utkanthu yosipangolo ?
Frankly speaking dunt experiment with love after which u get urself the wrong love n totally start talking bad abt the entire male or female gender.. Love is a responsibility,god gave u brains to think so use ur brains wisely n make the right choice.. Coming back to my own unpleasant saga i had,i seriously wish i could turn back time n not said the dumb things i did.. I believe our love is strong n dats the reason why we are still together after all the trials n tribulations we have been thru,we may say the dumbest things to each other at times but we do realise the importance our r/s n im glad our bond is such..

A long time issue has been settled n boy am i relieved its over . :) PLC phase test went well ,glad tat i scored full marks for it ,couple more tests to go before i sit for my final exams.. Feels like yesterday dat i joined ITE n within a couple of weeks im gonna do my final exams n leave the skool for good... As i have always said,this is one journey dat i will always cherish..
The robotics competition ended last friday.. I prefer to keep this short n sweet,my robot managed to take part in the race but didnt do enuf to win anything.. Kinda frustrating as me n my fren have put in alot of effort into it but at the same time we learnt alot from our struggles n our class advisor acknowledging our hard work has made us feel a whole lot better.. We are gonna kick ass in our presentation n dat i guarantee.. :)

Year end project!!!!!

Tomm is my challenge day ! Its for my year end project n me n two of my mates did up a robotic tank dats due to go in for this challenge tomm.. Im absolutely stressed up at this moment of time as i figure out a way to make that god damn thing to function properly .. I worked my ass off for this day n i hope dat my project is eligible to participate tomm . Damn !

Ill be back to my normal self tomm .. =D No worries. I hope.

Questions..

Om Shanti Om was nice.. Different storyline sets it apart from other bolly films n not forgetting the lot of famous bolly heros n heroines who made a short appearance for a song scene. Arjun Rampals negative role was expertly done,surprisingly i must add. Certain scenes were typical Indian cinema but i guess it all adds to the excitement of the film.. Overall its a movie worth watching.. First question i have since im talking abt a movie,its abt the behaviour of certain pple who patronise the theater . Why is it dat u just have to keep yakking away,if u wanna talk so much y come to watch a movie,u might as well sit down under ur block to talk ur stories rite..We had this particular duo who were sitting behind us- me n my gf n they were just talking n talking n they took a break before continuing,n someone between the duo was asking questions like hey who is this who is tat,she urmila ah .. My dear bhaiyas any questions u have pls reserve it after the conclusion of the movie la..Kanchiong for wad .. Or at least ask softly la,y ask to the whole audience..


I have nuthing against bollywood but i feel that bollywood is taking a leaf or leaves out of hollywood in certain aspects of their films,like overly westernised storyline ,x-rated scenes n its all being done to boost their popularity further .. Why take such a diversion ? We are Indians so lets stay Indians,Indian films can be beautiful if proper care is taken ,esp in the storyline which i feel is most important to a film.. Extra-marital affairs have become popular among bolly directors n even a sensitive topic of such can be shown beautifully but sadly they choose to show it ugly ,take the movie Murder for example.. Pathetically revolting i must add. Secondly i cant even think of one Bolly heroine who acts nowadays without showing her cleavage,their dress code has changed drastically n yes time frame changes but culture is for us to keep .. Even our beautiful traditional Chuditar is worn in our bolly films in a rather glamourous n skin showing manner.. Why do they make it so tight,can they even breath well in dat or do they feel sexy by perking up their fleshy assets. ? Why do i care u may ask ? Haha,sori im not the type to watch a movie,cheer for my favourite hero n heroine n support the movie even though it sucked n forget abt it the next day.. Comprehende?

Aftermath..

Deepavali ended as quickly as it came,lol so much fuss over an one day occasion.. Theres something about Deepavali though that i look forward to n tats my grandfather's annual prayers. Its usually held on the eve or a few days earlier.. Apparently my father's father is someone who loves mutton so u can rest assured theres always mutton curry on the prayer day with several of my mums other dishes with my fav being the prawns with egg dish.. Ahhh.. Cigarettes n coffee completes the menu.. After every single one of us in the family has prayed to him,we will have to leave the living room where we conduct the prayers as to give him the privacy to 'come' down n have the meal prepared for him.. We usually leave him alone for abt 10 mins,its believed tat my grandfather's spirit will take the flavour of the food and thats the spirit's way of consuming the food.. After which we return to the living room,we than have to consume the food we offered to him.. haa dats my favourite part actually,my dad will sit in the middle with my sis n myself sitting beside. He will make the food into a ball like thingy n feed us n im not sure if my grandpa 'eating' the food has increased the taste but the food to me usually taste wonderfully delicious... It doesnt end there for me though, theres always a second round of dinner .. :D

Yesterday i was surprisingly at home as my gf was in Malaysia for some function.. I was watching the Naan Avan Illai movie n initally i found the movie kinda stupid but as i watched on i realised such scenarios are actually happening in real life .. Guys putting up a false front noeing the weakness of certain females out there n true enough they end up falling for their false personas . He either has to say hes rich,he noes someone famous or he has to act like a romeo n within mins the gal is willing to do anything for him.. I noe it sounds funny n u might feel these are reel life situations but no this things are happening out there.. Its amazing how within mins of meeting someone,love blossoms n how gals are willing to get intimate without thinking abt the consequences.. The worst part is tat some of them take it so damn easily like nuthing ever happened.. Do not go ard blaming becos if ur stong enough mentally u can easily prevent such stupidity from happening... Even though the guys pick up lines sound really fake sadly even educated ladies are falling for them,maybe dats wad our Indian elders refer to as 'Vayasu Kollaru' . .. Ok back to the movie now,i enjoyed the part where our hero will give nice appu to the victims in the court scenes , its a real slap to the face not only to the actresses in the movie but to some of ull out there as well, whether dat will make u think is another issue ..The ending was screwed though,oh yesh remember children always take the good from the movies n leave the bad.. Noeing how our tamilians think,i wont be surprised if theres a significant amount of Romeos on the rise after watching this movie..


Shes coming back todae.. Whistles. I miss my panda .... :/

Karma..

My gf's uncle passed away last nite, he was admitted in ICU after being bashed up by 3 dickhead who call themselves gangsters. Fuck u understand... I just dunt understand how their mindset works,wad do they really get by beating up someone so bad .. The uncle had 2 young children by the way n not forgetting his wife who now have lost a father,guardian n a husband.. This punks regard life so cheaply because they do not noe the value of living their life to the fullest n living ur life to the fullest doesnt include getting ur self piss drunk n acting like a complete retard or going ard having sex with every single whore u get ur eyes on... Apparently the very same threesome beat up a young fella at sembawang park n ripped his eyes out, too much of tamil movies ah bastards.. You see,they dunt even noe the simple thing of taking the good from the movies n leaving the bad behind n yet u should see the way they act outside,like they are the god damn kings of their neighbourhood.. My heart goes out to the family of my gf's uncle and esp the two children,its really sad and no child should ever go thru such a depressing situation.. Im enraged n i feel life sentence or even death sentence will do nuthing to relieve the family's pain but given the choice they should be tortured every single day till their last breath leaves them.. I dare u punks to rip my eyes out... I just dare u....

Weekend rant..

I just finished watching the epic clash btw Man u n Arsenal.. Darnn !! We could have won the bloody game but heck we didnt lose as well .. Watch out gooners u still have to play us at the Theatre Of Dreams.. :) Well,Diwali is nearing,preparations have been up n away at my place n its only when diwali approaches tat i really look forward to cleaning up my house.. haa ,have been helping around the house n glad tat most of the work is already done .. Gonna get my clothes tomm with my honey n its never easy when i do clothes shopping , i really do admire her patience .. :p I love u ..

Wednesday was nice.. Me and 5 of my mates were given a surprise treat by my class advisor . :D I had so much chicken courtesy of KFC dat i ended up having a bad tummy ache.. Lol... I actually got so sick n tired of eating chicken after dat meal dat i never wanted to eat chicken for a month,saying tat i just had two chicken wings for dinner.. Sigh... The things dead chickens can do to u.. :X N than things got even better when i met her after skool,making up for the very terrible nite the both of us endured the day earlier.. We are mad.. Yesh madly in love... :)
For those who have been following up on the political shit dats been happening in Myanmar, u gotta feel for those pple,esp the monks who have been brutally treated.. The country is seriously in a mess n according to my mate whos from Myanmar tats always been the case.. Its political bullcrap at its finest,corruption rages like forest fire n if u speak up for ur rights u get killed ... Im not really into politics n all but i just get edgy when i read abt such acts of barbarism ,im just hoping tat the US government does something abt it, like probably behead the idiots ruling the nation .. Its really damn time something is done, i have some really nice frens from Myanmar n they certainly deserve better.. N here we are complaining so much for paying a few cents more to take our public transport..

N they actually have a pageant for the worlds best bum.. I mean this pple have so much time to conduct such a competition n we have dumbos ard us who pose up n down the ramp displaying their backsides.. I wonder how proud it makes them feel when they sleep at night realising they actually have the worlds best.. Err. bum...