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Saturday, April 19, 2008

Emotions are best controlled.

Im in the midst of great pain caused by a damn swelling in my knee. I guess the patrols n my frequents long runs i went for last week has taken its toll on my knee. I got a X-ray done todae n i should be fine just dat each step i take seems like theres a ton of weight resting on my knee.. All dat aside i guess God reads my blog too,he didnt tag me or sent me a comment but he did something dat i wont forget for the rest of my life. He got me a place in Sp n dat too in my desired course.. I was lost for words really when Sp called me up couple of days ago to tell me dat i have been selected for the next intake.. I still have a couple of months for my course to start so in da mean time ill be continuing my work at the airport. I just hope everything falls into place well but i truly am delighted right now and so are my loved ones who have been encouraging me all this while n sticking by me.. Appreciate tat loads.. Thanks will be an understatement. :)

Shitty,cranky,jackass.. U name it and i have been all tat this past couple of weeks. Its not easy to be dreaming of wonderful things to do with ur other half n the next moment seeing it crumble because of some commitment dat props up,if it happens once its ok but when it happens time n again u get pissed.. Period. I noe i have not been in da best of moods recently no matter how much i try to sound all fine,one wrong word or one small mistake n i just happen to lose it. Fark.. I seriously have not been like dat before n i dunt want this to continue. People say things when they are angry n most often den not dey just dunt think when they are angry no matter how clever they say they are.. Words spilled at the wrong moment can cause great unhappiness n i am guilty of dat n im totally sori. Love is crazy but one cant help it especially if ur crazily in love with a special person.. :)

Sometimes i wonder if im too sensitive for my own good but den i have come to the conclusion dat its simply pointless to be sensitive living in the imperfect world dat we live in. Theres just one me though n im proud to be who i am. U wont see another me in any tom hairy dick,oops i meant,Tom Dick or Harry.. Before i get accused of blowing my own damn trumpet i shall stop.. Anyway pple enjoy ur weekends n i dunt mean clubbing. Ok before i start again .. Ill be putting up my tag board soon to see if i receive any constructive comments or suggestions for my blog. Just about anyone is welcome to tag anything u wan but the reply will be based on wad u tag. Fair warning. After a week or so if i find dat only my gf n my best friend are the only two tagging,ill remove my tag board. Cheerios. :)


N finally a tribute to the best damn wrestler ever.

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