Life goes on ...

Im out of camp n back in the comforts of my home finally .. Our nation is like so freaking small n yet our authorities are still unsuccessful in locating dat irritant Mas Selamat.. I think u can only narrow his survival to jus two reasons,either hes been given shelter by one of us or he has mysteriously vanished into thin air. Well there could be a third reason, maybe he didnt escape from the detention center afterall.. He could have been killed by our authorities n the truth has been hidden to avoid a full scale war with the terrorists . Wadever the fuck reason is,its starting to piss me off bad. I feel like im a sign on with the army, i want a proper life to lead n it seems dat i cant even plan a simple weekend out with my love ones without fearing a call up ..

I will probably be heading back to work till i start school.. badly need to save.. It just gets scary when someone reminds u of ur age n ur like oh damn theres still so much i have to do. Ill be 25 this year n im in the crossroads of my life at the moment stuck between doing my diploma or starting my career.. I need to make a decision soon n i trust God to make tat decision for me.. Life isnt always rosy n its not always sugar n sweets because its daft to take things for granted as for me im at the stage in my life where i cant take absolutely anything for granted.. Pardon the seriousness in my post but thats the way it is.

One of the things u have to consider when ur hitting 25 is marriage,of course its unthinkable for me to get married anytime soon n the reasons are pretty obvious. Financial stability is essential to a good married life n im no where near there at the moment..Thats exactly why im desperate to start earning big bucks n baby has been wonderful n understanding,shes not rushing me or anything but as a man i got to do wad i need to do.. We have made plans though n 4 to 5 years is the most im looking at the moment to achieve my dreams n to start a family with the love of my life. Its so very important to do things well at the rite age cos everything else will just fall into place properly . I wasnt serious in my studies when i was suppose to n here i am pulling my hair out planning for my future so if theres any young man or lady reading this,let this be a lesson .. I just feel upset for those young teens this days who throw away the good opportunities tat come their way n waste their years away..

I was reading up this particular book about facts n stuff n i found this rather interesting which i want to share with those reading.

Famous last words.

Ludwig Van Beethoven,German composer who suffered progressive impairment of this hearing for the last 29 years of his life,'I shall hear in heaven' he said before passing on.

Leonardo da Vinci,Italian artist and inventor. 'I have offended God and mankind because my work did not reach the quality it should have '

Douglas Fairbanks Senior,American fila star. 'I never felt better'

Niccolo Machiavelli,Florentine diplomat and political philosopher. 'I desire to go to hell and not to heaven, In the former place i shall enjoy the company of popes,kings and princes,while in the latter are only beggars,monks and apostles.

Cecil Rhodes,English colonial tycoon and statesman. 'So little done,so much to do'

and finally my personal favourite ..

Karl Marx,German philosopher. 'Go on get out! Last words are for fools who havent said enough.'




Damn i need some motivation, i just feel dat my life has stalled for a while now.. I need to kick start it by meeting my baby tomm.. My mother motivator ... :))