Tribute to my lady.. :)

Hi baby,wondering y the sudden tribute to u .. Now wait a sec,do i need a special moment or time to tell u how much u mean to me cupcake.. :) I just want u to sit back ,get urself comfy in ur comforter with ur bolster n my rival close to u n read wad ur King has to type .. Remember the first time we met baby,26 th March 05, haha im sure u remember how scrawny i looked back den n how quiet i was talking only when needed.. Lol.. I noe i noe u cant believe tat was me back than as i just cant stop talking n irritating u now.. :P I still get goosebumps thinking abt our first date , the bench , the band, the beautiful moon and the little star beside it like it was meant specially for the both of us, our first meal together at Komalas ,our walk back to the bus stop, the moment where i held ur hand for the first time n u refusing to look at me at tat moment, our unforgettable bus ride with u resting ur head on my chest n how good i felt cuddling up n wished that the bus ride will never end.. :) Oh yes n we missing our bus stop .. :D Overall it was just a perfect nite for me for u n for US.. I wasnt having the best of times prior to our first date, army was making my life miserable, i endured a lot of shit n it was beginning to affect me both mentally n physically.. Family ties were straining quick n i wished the ground i was standing on would just open up n swallow me whole.. Shitty was an understatement on how i was feeling ..
N den u came along like a breath of fresh air,u didnt just show me wad i needed at the point of time but u also gave me a purpose to be wad i needed to be, n dat was to be a winner.. Something dat pple dunt usually associate me with at that time .. I still remember our ice breaking sessions on msn during my block leave whereby i realised how much we had in co mmon,too much to be true .. The vision i had of my life partner was becoming a reality, i especially loved the answers u gave to my scenario questions as it further verified our similarities. Haha even than u were so damn pampered by me,the cuddles, the huggies waggies ,the feeding of virtual rasam with papadam n the rice balls,n the times where i sacrificed my meals to chat with u becos u were bored... :) 5 years we knew each other prior to our first date,its amazing that i didnt call u a single time nor did i called u out .. Even during the times i was beginning to fall in love with u, i just couldnt muster enough courage to do dat n im still unable to answer u till today.. I just dunno babygirl,maybe its just meant to be like dat but gal does it really matter now to the both of us . We have simply passed that stage .. :) If there was a moment i was looking forward to during my army days back in camp dat would be my bed time as thats the time i can secretly msg u n keep u company till late in the nite .. Haha.. One of my happiest moments back in camp i remember .. Oh yes remember baby, i msged u early in the morning before i left for my outfield once asking u to take care n dat ill miss ya alot ... I guess i was giving ya clues on how i feel for u ... Eventually the moment came when i msged u late one night not before the lil test u gave me ,remember Rueben.. Notti u . I gave u this three page sms telling u how much u meant to me n waited anxiously for ur reply after which i dozed off. :/ I remember waking up ard 4 am to see u reply n boy was i relieved ,though u didnt accept me at the point of time at least u didnt say no . :P My first call to u was done in a very holy place,my guardroom cubicle.. :/ No choice baby under strict rules n regulations,guardsman la. If i wasnt already nervous enough u didnt pick up my first two calls n when u replied my calls i accidently cancelled ur call. Guess this is wad happens if u call someone for the first time after noeing them for 5 years.. As usual i was the quiet lil mouse n the person on the other line was just going on n on, thanks darling u really made me feel comfortable ... After dat i couldnt stop calling u ,i was even calling u when i was on my rounds during guard duty n three year on im still feeling that way in every single way possible.. I dunt have to say anything more baby.. U have changed my life n the way i live n its for the better... I dunt have to sugarcoat my words just to impress others who read my blog .. Its straight from my heart ,from me to u .. I noe u hate the way sometimes my love for u makes u feel.. I noe u hate urself for the way u react to me sometimes. I noe u can be the crankiest pmser ever but ur also the best lover a guy can get,not just a lover but also a mother a best friend a well wisher ,etc. I can go on n on abt wad i feel for u ma but i prefer to show it in our future dat we are going to build hand in hand... Its something dat i cant wait for where our dreams are going to be reality.. I love u n thank u for all that u have given me, i just couldnt have asked for more..

To be continued...


My Ladeee.. Us............