That feeling..

Anxious is an understatement on how i have been feeling this past few days.. Ever since my grandma got admitted in the hospital it has been nuthing but emotionally draining for me .. I think i speak for the family,everyone of us have been feeling the very same way. Shes just too special for us to lose and shes the one im closest to in the family other than my parents n sis and im just crossing my fingers awaiting the good news.. Just about 4 years back i lost my grandpa in the very same hospital my grandma is admitted in n the blardy deja vu feeling is sickening ,been trying to be as cheerful as i can be for those ard me n i hope i have been doing a good job esp for my mum who seems the worst affected..

Baby has been really understanding as i have been unable to spend time with her as we would have liked . Shes been keeping me going with her faith n prayers dat everything is going to be just fine.. I seriously have no idea how i would been without her at this point of time... You have been my pillar of strength n u dunt noe how much dat means to me .. Love ya .. Loads.. :)

I wan my next post to be of good news .. I hope ...